lazy writer, curator of filth, loves to -atic your problems.
maleviolent
violent:
adj. ★ vi·o·lent ★ /ˈvī(ə)lənt/
- using or involving physical force intended to hurt, damage,
or kill someone or something.malevolent:
adj. ★ ma·lev·o·lent ★ /məˈlevələnt/
- having or showing a wish to do evil to others.
⬖ 30+ yrs old ★ xe/xirself + it/itself ⬗
nonwhite ★ queer [&] neurodiverse ★ nonbinary
clinically disastrous ★ purveyor of too much media
✦ professional mad sorceror ★ assigned villain at birth ✦
Call me any nickname you'd like based on my username. I currently work myself to my brittle lich bones in a customer service job, but I'm pursuing a psychology certification/counselor license.I'm re-teaching myself how to engage in fandom, but historically I like to write short- and long-form too-deep posts about blorbos and also write fanfic about them. The typical genre I'm most engaged with is dissociative erotica, exercises in consent, and Dionysian indulgence in revenge. As of writing this, I am still too disorderedly shy and painfully dysfunctional to have a public work.
- I am anti-harassment. I fully believe in leaving people alone, minding your own business, and taking responsibility for your online experience by using your own agency.
- I do not believe victims should have to announce their victimhood to receive a "pass" for "maladaptive coping mechanisms." Further, I do not think only victims are "allowed" to ship dark things/enjoy dark tropes.
- [cw nsfw/kinks of "dead dove" variety below ↓ ]
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- I think the Internet was both worse and better when I was growing up and the current state of fandom exhausts and saddens me.
- This is not the full extent of my stances (obviously) and I don't think people are required to state them in order to simply talk to one another. I also don't believe people have to agree on matters in order to be friends. :| It is actually okay and healthy to disagree with friends.✱ Some words on this page are written oddly with non-Latin alphabet characters to deter search engines because carrd is indexable.
non-comprehensive list of media
that i have devoted a certain substantial amount of braincells to, at least at some point (although they may be a SpIn that is currently 'dormant'), which almost certainly means it will be returned to eventually (and also means most-likely-candidates for writing)
video games
The Witcher, Resident Evil, Metal Gear Solid, Final Fantasy (FF7, FF8, FF9, FF15), Thief, Kingdom Hearts, Dishonored, Overwatch, Pokemonanime
ERASED, Death Note, yugioh, Cardfight!! Vanguard, Naruto, UN-GO, Hamatora, Sugar Apple Fairy Tale, SnK, Tokyo Ghoul, Sirius the Jaeger, Platinum End, Nagi no Asukaracartoons/shows
Voltron, Winx Club, Danny Phantom, Xiaolin Showdown, SVtFoE
books/literature
The Raven Cycle, Sherlock Holmes, The Epic of Gilgamesh, Beowulf, Dracula, HP🫣,yaoi
n+c games (namely Sweet Pool atm), Ai no Kusabi, Lucky Dog 1other
DC comics +/- Marvel
if you want to hail me down and decry me a heathen then here is where to reach me. or we could clown to clown conversation about fictional people we love and are perhaps awful to.
✶ as of [14/8/2024] I mostly use cohost and am still experimenting or just started using mastodon/pillowfort. I've also all but abandoned birdsite because... yeah...
[17/9/2024] update as of cohost shutdown -- currently using masto most & trying to mirror to twitter manually. still plan to use pifo more later on.
